libra season

fall is here

i felt the seasons change a couple days ago

i feel a mix of magic and seasonal depression starting to creep in

it’s the season of the other

where we let go of ourselves

looking for partnership in everything and everyone around us

where can i dissolve into something else?

the weight of being here needs to be shared sometimes

i don’t want to feel alone anymore

gardens have been comforting to me

nature is always unwavering in presence

people can be scattered

aloof

i want the intensity of peering into someone’s soul

and it’s not even scorpio season yet

libra season is lighter somehow

it’s the first stage of relationships

there’s romance and compromise

and while we’re feeling codependent

there’s still two individuals contributing to a partnership

scorpio season is where our individuality goes to die

where the merging of souls happens on such a deep level that you’re unsure of who you are anymore

there’s something beautiful about that

and scary

but we’re not there yet

after air comes water

to wash everything away we just talked about

life doesn’t make sense sometimes

but maybe one day i’ll learn to surrender to the constant cyclical chaos

the weather is always changing